Insanely Jealous
I was for someone else rejected,
Never love for me reflected, With obsession I'm infected, I can't let it go. Nothing comforting is found, No placid thought, no gentle sound, My head is spinning round and round What I refuse to know. Now sanity has lost its place, I'm broken, fallen hard from grace, On every boy I see his face, And hers on every girl. I wander on, they wander by, Hopelessly, aimlessly I try To get away, to hide, to cry, My mind a noisy whirl. I find a purpose in my flight, My absent heart compels a fight, I break through, break out, that I might Find where my mind has gone. I stumble back, to home return, Resist emotion's mental churn, And slowly, very slowly learn To cope, and carry on. |
(C) Mark Callanan 2004